Hey!

I told you about that FIRST. But I guess I didn't describe it too you very well. It looks even cooler when you have animated icons.

Aw, crap.

That was me. I don't know why I was logged out but whatever...

And I'm sorry your friends seem to be bailing on you or whatever. I haven't really changed. I'm the one who can't seem to keep up with you!

School sucks. Like for real.

WTF?!?!?!?!

Maybe I should just close this window and log in again.

lol I still love you Ray, even if you can't stay logged in.

I don't remember you telling me that my icon showed up twice. I should go look at the code and see if I can find it.

And dude you have totally changed, you liar. :P Wait, I can't see what else you wrote.

Edit: Let's see, you're totally into Rush now and you weren't before, and a bunch of the shows we were both watching, you're not watching anymore. See! You are full of evil!

But I still love you. I'm torn between your evilness and your awesomeness.

I'm sorry you feel this way. What's the main problem, you think? Too shy to go towards someone or just not a possibility to finds someone with the right combination of interests?

I'm very shy in real life. Only somewhat shy online.

I'm really bad at talking to people about nothing. Sometimes it goes okay, but maybe that's because they're good at it. I'm much better talking to people if we start out with something specific to talk about, like a show or a game or something we have in common.

It's hard making friends in real life because there's no easy way of finding people my age. I'm mostly older (or younger, depending) than everyone in my classes at school... and I'm not into most of the group activities I can come up with. Once you're out of high school or so it's hard to find "smart" groups of people to hang out with. I don't mean they don't exist, but you can't just go "Yes! I will join the math team! Oh look, smart people who like math, just like me!" anymore like you can when you're in school.

Once you're out of school it's mostly physical activities (sports and things) that are available, not so much mental activities.

I guess that's why I do better online... it's easy to find groups of people who like the same thing. But I'm a pretty bad lj friend... if I don't talk to someone off of lj (AIM or MSN or something) then I have a lot of trouble keeping up with them.

I guess I've changed a lot, even though the things and the type of things I like haven't really. So it's just harder for me to keep friends. :\

I have this problem in my private life too. I can most of the time easily communicate when it has something to do with my job... but just to think of something to say and do some small-talk isn't the same.

Yes, sport groups, chess groups and all these kinds of things are much easier to find than other groups.

I have to confess I do chat sometimes, but I'm often a bit too shy to just contact someone, just because this person is online. I think that maybe this person could already chat with someone else or I simply don't know what to talk about.

We all change, and we loose friends from time to time. Sometimes it's scary how fast it can happen.